i have just had an occurrence of a life long vertigo. philosophy wise; i think it is beyond anything else on sorts of vertigo. i have the understanding of how i can find relief of this. but this knowledge and tool use is beyond my or anyone on earths knowledge.
this vertigo is an education towards my theorems.
I will not reveal this with my audience for the sake of mentally scarring them.
there is teachings beyond my thereoms involving them. and thats all i want to say at this point in time.
i have much to think about.